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Thyme Will Tell
lest we forget the struggle amplified
through the fire
we stalked, by name, by blood, by duty.
Magnified.


(no particular character) - "Thyme Will Tell" - (c)2006 Amanda Lee Harig
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Thyme. Small on the aristocratic scale, the Thyme family was regarded as a "mercenary family" -- not truly aristocrats -- but a blood line that was as pure as they could hope after the reclamation of the monarchies. There were basically two forms of power then: the noble-born and the militia-minded. For years after the detrimental attack on the Americas, these two warred silently against each other. Though different families paid different militias, all relationships were tender and easily destroyed by the slightest offense. It was chaotic back then, and many of the aristocracies didn't make it.

But of the few that did ended up "purchasing" factions of the militias and hired them on as a Home Guard. Eventually, there would be no difference between Militia and Aristocracy and a lot of things became muddled. Such as: who was responsible for the vast quantities of labratories that developed biological weapons and who viciously violated the age-old Geneva Convention. This of course, being after the change of interpretations of the convention. Regardless, it was through the fire that the Thyme family became noble-born and bested their failures.

Thane James Thyme was the heiress of her father's proud name and her mother's prestige as an Artegael -- an aristocracy that had been around since before the fall out of society. Her arrogance was inherent, then, and was not a surprise at all when she was declared a Lady. What was a surprise, however, was when she was introduced as "Lady Thyme" at the age sixteen. Surnames didn't always follow the father, but rather, the power. And here, the brat child of a Thyme and Artegael marriage, shunned her mother's heritage and took pride in the Thyme name.

Ultimately, she was a legacy -- long in the making.
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Never thought I'd finish this one. And well, I guess I didn't, but with some spiffy photoshop work and some brushes (Gods know where from) -- viola! it is complete. Oh, well, the symbology, at least, was well represented. The badge is the Thyme flag -- the greenery is indeed, Thyme plant, suggesting humble beginnings -- and the fur coat coupled with a ripped sleeve and gun belt across the chest implies pride through struggle. Why a woman? Who knows. I guess it's the pagan in me.

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After the militias are put to rest, after my father's generation is long gone and having lost its hold on the people, it'll take over a century to impliment the following:

A democracy that would be segregated by generation and generation alone. Each person born in a span of ten years would meet the peak of their generation and at that time, each person had the most power. I believe the 30s would be an ideal decade to give a generation the ultimate control of whom their leaders would be. For three decades these citizens would study their predecessor's tactics in the political arena and for three decades these people have to make their decisions on. Those former voters and the future voters would also have the choice of being able to vote, though they are only given a certain percentage in the race and the decision still belongs to the 'peak generation'. The candidates would be kept pure, as well, each growing regime would be cut off after ten years of power and therefore their ties are severed and change would always be possible for the citizens.

Of course, not all power is to be handed to a people deprived for so long.
The Thyme family's respect for the people will persuade their long-time followers to do right by them.

I am an aristocrat, afterall.
- Thane James Thyme


Just a thought.
 
 
 
 
 
 
As tiny vessels oozed into your neck
And formed the bruises
That you said you didn't want to fade
But they did and so did I that day

"Tiny Vessels" by Death Cab for Cutie


Nikkephoros Reston & Thane James Thyme - "Illusion" - (c)2006 Amanda Lee Harig
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As the blanket enclosed them, she bent her soft, pale face to be kissed, the smooth skin of her right cheek a scant few inches from his lips. When he hesitated, her heart sunk. And just as instinct reared up in the back of her mind...

His fist came down, armed with a billy club, striking the formidable Miss Thane James Thyme at the base of the skull with a dull crack. She hardly made a sound when she hit the floor.


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Don't ask, just read.
Feedback would be appreciated.

            At a very early age, Nathaniel began coaching his daughter in the ways of politics and religion.  While it was standard aristocracy to uphold the Christian belief of monotheism, her father made sure she understood that this was a path of order and there were other consequences than a ‘just’ God.  For all of his stereotypical insight – Evolution and survival of the fittest made him unique.

           

            Thane was but seven – still dodging mirrors and tap-dancing – when she was crouched over a cobblestone studying the ground with an intensity her father couldn’t help but admire.  He had been debating quite feverishly over a rather asinine dispute and stepped out on the veranda to collect his thoughts only to be confronted by his spitting image of a girl-child ignoring all that was around her but that single stone.  Seeming to ignore his approach, Nathaniel Thyme found himself smiling.  Yes, she looked exactly as he did at that age, all but her prided long black tresses that fell mid-back.  A couple foot-falls away he stopped, her timid voice quite clear in the quiet afternoon.

            “Ants are so busy all the time, Father.”  Her statement held a tone of question.

            “They have to,” he’d respond, taking the moment to light his cigar, “otherwise they couldn’t survive as a colony.”  A moment passed and his input seemed to suffice, he took a step closer and crouched down beside his daughter.  Tiny black specks furiously tore at what seemed to be a crust of white bread.  Thane said nothing as she reached out a slender finger and poked at her query, a small smile creeping over her face as the white bread swarmed black.  Delighted, she glanced up at Nathaniel’s worn face for approval, her smile tugging into a grin of mischievousness.  “That is also how communism works.”

            “A utopian world?”

            “Yes.  Every ant in a colony performs a job to survive.  If that job goes undone, the colony suffers – possibly even fails.  So they work constantly, every ant equal in their charge and determined to complete it.  They do it for the same reward and the same goal: survival.”

            “It works well.”  That inquisitive child would respond.

            “Well, to a point.  Ants, over millions of years, remain the same.  Every ant in every place in every hill performs the same task their ancestors did.  While this does indeed work, it fails as well.  They fail to evolve as individuals and therefore they fail to climb the food chain.”

            “Is that why the aristocracies won’t allow communism?”

            “Partially.”  Planning carefully as to how he would explain this, the cigar smoke curled in his mouth deliciously  “It places people in a pigeon hole they can’t get out of no matter how they might try.  The same mundane task day after day for food and shelter and they become comfortable with it.  There’s no struggle, there’s no aspiration to do better.  Why should they?  Everything they need is there.  Where as capitalism grooms an individual to improve for better things, better food, a better lifestyle.  In turn, the society grows through survival of the fittest.  Now those who are not the fittest, Thane, I still believe there is a place for the ants of the world.”

            “And where is that, Father?”

            “Our society still needs workers for the wagon trains.”  Nathaniel rose with a stiff groan, took another puff off of his cigar and patted his work-in-progress fondly.  As he walked back to a war that raged within the library, he couldn’t help but smile.  She would be a masterpiece.



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Thane James Thyme as a li'l girl...
The 'masterpiece' comment wasn't my own, however.  Henry Rollins believes that Luke Cave, Nick Cave's son, would be his greatest work yet.  I can imagine Nathaniel Thyme taking great pride in his daughter.  -- Hopefully this is reflected.
 
 
 
 
 
 


Byron "Chrome" Salazar - "Portrait" - (c)2006 Amanda Lee Harig
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'The Land of the Blow & Honey'
--shall never be had.

            “…you’re fuckin’ Butterfly?”

            “If you had a dick, Thane, you would too.”  He looked up to her unapologetically, pale eyes rivaled by just how bloodshot they were.  Her lack of surprise just disgusted her more.

            “Fuck you.”  She should’ve said something more, and would have – but the fact she’d been drinking since she heard the news which was roughly two o’clock in the afternoon yesterday – the black-haired woman wouldn’t be made a hypocrite of by him.  As she turned to leave, Byron set down his stone-hewn pipe on the coffee table and tossed the marijuana aside, patting his knee in degradation.

            “Give me a minute and I’d be happy to.”

            She paused mid-stride and turned to face the proposition, sneering.  As suitable as her expression was, it was difficult to maintain.  He was stoned, he didn’t care what he said – it’s like beating a blind guy at chess.  Thane felt rooted, glaring into icy eyes.

            “How the fuck can you say that to me?”

            “Easily,” he replied with a taunting smile, “when one is being honest.”

            “And when exactly would that be, Byron?  When your promising her the world?”  Her voice dropped an octave in mockery.  “Oh, Butterfly, fuck Thane, we’ll blow this cheap hotel and go live big in Europe, the land of blow and honey.”  Chrome’s light laughter was his only response, the lanky fiend rising from the couch and stumbling over the coffee table.  He’d stop just a few inches short of Thane, swearing he could smell her sweat more so than the light lavender musk she preferred.  He wiped at his dry eyes, buying a moment as he thought of how to lightly word his response.

            “Yeah, just b’fore I shoot my load.  Kind ‘a like how I say I love ya.”

            He barely felt her fist stop in his face.  Chrome grabbed her then, first by the wrist, and then by her hair that knotted wonderfully in his hand, only to drag a fitful Thane to the couch.  Her struggles doubled when she landed on a stained cushion, a kick here, a scrape there.  He never retaliated, however, restraining his black-haired consort beneath his wiry build by pinning her wrists on the arm rest.  It was when Thane tasted his blood on her lips that she recoiled and ceased to fight.  Hands crept down her arm and further down her side.  A gasp when fingertips changed direction, now working on the solid leather belt that kept her pants over her hips.  Chrome broke the kiss with a chuckle.

            “Ya’know you’re the only bitch I’d fuck without a condom on.”  When he looked at her, woefully compliant, all he could see was her disdain.  Thane glowered.  Halted, it was the man that slid off of the woman.  He then reached for his pipe and left.

 
 
 
 
 
 
Darling Anael,
What is blame?
I do not yet understand what is blame. It’s a foreign thing, but is still so close to me, to my crucial comprehension. It’s either all or nothing – but which, I still do not know.
Perhaps you can tell me. Do you not blame me for all my mistakes? This is not agreeable, but it is justifiable. Yet again, there is something I don’t understand, but seem so close to grasping: to justify. It, too, is either everything or simply nothing at all.
Anything can be justified.
Can anything also be blamed on something else?
Then I blame you for not understanding. I am justified for all that has transpired. I am justified, yet I am also to be blamed. Where is the line, m’sweet? Who is right, and therefore who was wrong?
Maybe if I could make words work, I could tell you just what is wrong with me.
Maybe.
I hope.
So you blame me and I blame you.
Or maybe neither of us understand this act and therefore we are justified in our faults. And so is the rest of the world. Tell me, m’dear, just what was HE thinking?

Loving Regards, as always.
Belial
 
 
 
 
 
 

Thane James Thyme - "X-mas Doodle" - (c)2005 Amanda Lee Harig


Yeah, I know, her hand is bent at a weird angle. --I wasn't plannin' to perfect this drawing, just wanted to get the idea out of my head.

And now onto my pride and joy at this moment...


Belial - "Tomorrow Never Comes" - (c)2005 Amanda Lee Harig
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Based on the li'l endeavour I posted sometime ago...
We should walk once again through the desert wastes. We should frolick -- consumed by the pain of painlessness itself. You remember those sojourns, don't you? I do. It was but a day away and now tomorrow never comes. I still go to the park, I still trot the boardwalks and search the brothels. But now you are nowhere to be found, nowhere and everywhere. I tore apart a young woman of eighteen last week who had your hair colour and your lipstick, but how lacked your mouth and rich smell. It made me sick. I still can't be rid of the smell of her cigarettes from my hair or the rot in my loin, very much in the same way I can't be rid of you.
I rather enjoyed this one.
 
 
 
 
 
 
Hello, friend. It's been entirely too long, hasn't it? I think of you often, and know that you're in my most heart-felt prayers. I would say I worry for you, but I can't say I do because in my heart I know you'll be fine, no matter what. We are talking about you afterall.

The eternal nomad. So how goes life these days? Is it sweet, darling?

I hear horror stories of you, friend. These fables, they're vicious -- almost unimaginable, especially from the likes of you. I know that every legend must have a beginning and every urban ghost story must have some truth. But how much is true, love? I realize the best intent can tear people to shreds but surely you were never that naive, were you? As creature so much like me I feel your adoration of people, I know it, loathe it. But it's enrapturing having this person for a few hours, just a couple. I love how the mindlessly rattled on and on about whatever struck their fancy. I remember you that way as well, ignorant of what they're saying -- you're just thrilled to be hearing. You always wanted to attatch to someone, anyone, but it is our nature to leech and ride that person as long as it takes to get out of them what we want. Or need, as the case may be. Call it by whatever name, m'dear, maybe it's ugly. But okay, the world is an ugly place.

I don't worry for you. No, not anymore.

We should walk once again through the desert wastes. We should frolick -- consumed by the pain of painlessness itself. You remember those sojourns, don't you? I do. It was but a day away and now tomorrow never comes. I still go to the park, I still trot the boardwalks and search the brothels. But now you are nowhere to be found, nowhere and everywhere. I tore apart a young woman of eighteen last week who had your hair colour and your lipstick, but how lacked your mouth and rich smell. It made me sick. I still can't be rid of the smell of her cigarettes from my hair or the rot in my loin, very much in the same way I can't be rid of you.

You were beautiful once, friend. And I hope you still are. Perhaps I cannot find you because you've found a way out and have taken flight to whatever oblivion that might await you. Perhaps you have escaped, gone somewhere I can't follow. Well, not yet at least. Give me time. Let the filthy muck of this world cake about me until it's so heavy it breaks apart and falls off. Let it. Let the leeches feed until they're so fat their serrated teeth can't stay lodged any longer.

I can't seem to find words anymore for you. Or myself, I'm beginning to surmise these days. Mayhaps if I was a poet you could tell me what's killing me.

I think of you a lot. I always used to and then it faded, but now you're all I ever wonder about. You're damaged but invincible. Ugly, but oh so radiant. It was your words that were a million points of light, not your eyes or your hair or your glitter. Your words, m'love, could've saved me. Your words deflated me, folded me up and placed me on a shelf for private exhibition and depraved use. But the eternal nomad has no shelf, she has no home. Forever fleeing, forever settling you're the worst one I could've ever latched onto. And somehow the best.

I hope I didn't hurt you. I pray I didn't fuck you up. For so long you fought to make your mind your own until finally you had to rip it from my bloody-knuckled grasp.

I think now that I do not worry for you because I worry for me. You've realized you have to be rid of these leeches, you had to scrape them off, to crushed them against rocks. Without their weight, m'friend, perhaps your wings will carry you from here unto infinity. Without me, you'll fly.

Loving regards,
Belial
My head is throbbing, but Muse is a cruel master and had his macabre wish in writing this.
From to Belial to Anael, the book and the canal would explain all.
 
 
 
 
 
 

            Thane is staring the paint off the wall.  She’s intense, this principle image of severity, doubled over and trembling in shock.  She’s damaged, but beautiful, bleeding and aching yet woefully alive.  Every nerve is on fire, the mechanics of her body pumping adrenaline-laced blood through constricted veins.  She’s racing, her brain is streaking, leapfrogging.  What a buzz, but oh, what a low.  
            Carpenter’s memory was failing him.  Desperately he tried to recall what she’d been wearing some eleven years ago.  He also tried to remember what sort of cologne she bathed in to disguise the smell of blood in shock.  Whatever she wore, past and present, Carpenter decided was too sweet and spicy for her.  Perhaps it was her intension to bathe in something else than her terror.  Now that was sweet, tangible and delightful to long-deprived taste buds.  He’s savoring this moment and wallowing in the incredible high.  He’s smiling now, never minding an encroaching possibility of failure.  It’s just paranoia, Carpenter tells himself.  Paranoia is a part of any drug, any addiction.
            
            “I will put you away Thane,” he uttered so plainly, “I will destroy you.”
            “You better hope to God you succeed, m’friend.”
            “Succeed?  I won’t have to.  I know what you’ve got, I know your stamina and I will leech off of you.  I will latch on, Thane, and ride you out as long as it takes to get what I need.  I will disfigure you, turn you onto yourself and make you see the error of your pride.  By the time I’m done with you, Miss Thyme, I will cut you off and make you face yourself.”  He paused, smiled, and handed her a pack of generic cigarettes and a cheap lighter.  “And I don’t think you’ll be able to survive.”
 
            She’s haunted him.  She’s engaged him in combat.  She’s made him fight her for the right to live.  She’s fucked him up.  There was once a period of time that Carpenter wished to fight her and kill Thane James Thyme -- to take her life so he might live out his.
            He’s sitting across from her now, arms tucked protectively about his chest.  All is quiet.  Behind the two-way mirror three investigators are suspended in baited breath, out in the hall two bailiffs listen in for disruption.  But in the room, there is only predator and prey.  Slowly and without introduction, Carpenter dips his hand into his coat pocket and withdraws an unopened pack of cheap cigarettes. 
            “Hello Thane.”
            He slides the cancer sticks across the table.
            “Hello Ron."

(C)2005 Amanda Lee Harig
ALL RIGHTS RESERVED
This is more along the lines of story-notes than an actual excerpt, though it would work as either

Ah, the melodrama. Well, I would like some feedback on this one, if only on style alone. The background story is as simple as after years of pursuit, an idealistic investigator by the name of Ronald Carpenter finally has the evidence required to put away an aristocrat. And not just any aristocrat, but the notorious Miss Thyme. He doesn't realize that once a man loses purpose, he loses himself.
 
 
 
 
 
 
some things are melting now


Thane James Thyme - "A Walking Advertisement" - (c)2005 Amanda Lee Harig
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'Hotaru' stitched her name in tiny, perfect characters into the tag of her latest piece. The corset was nothing short of breath-taking, festish-orientated, complete with impossible bead-work woven into cured leather and lined by the silkiest of satin to prevent chaffing. This composition, coupled by the solitary cuffs and knitted sleeves would be a fantastic addition to the notorious Miss Thyme's wardrobe. And with such a fantastic model to work off of, Hotaru immensely enjoyed her work. Miss Thyme's taste paralleled her own and with the broad definition of artistic license, yes, despite the conditions the japanese fashion designer had to work under, she loved it.

But today was the last day of her trip to Arkhangel'sk -- for another three months -- and after tidying up her workspace and hanging up the new/mended outfits in the guest room closet, Hotaru took a deep breath and had confidence that her aristocratic client would love the corset. It was a shame what happened to the red one, the combination of bullet holes and blood making it impossible to repair; but the designer knew Miss Thyme would adore this new one just as much, if not more. Running her fingers down the beadwork, she smiled.

Word-of-mouth advertising was the best.
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Thane loathes shopping, she always had, she always will. And while for years Miss Thyme had to resort to the internet for her expensive tastes, a job came up that involved the 'hit' of a fetish-clothing designer named Hotaru. To make a long story short, Thane no longer had to buy mass-produced suits and taylor them herself and she could quit tossing out leathers that'd been damaged in her line of work. The arrangement between Assassin and Victim became quite symbiotic.


[Mad Props must be given to *tang606 for his luscious design that I sort/kinda/blatantly stole -- but it screamed Thane! I was powerless against it.]

Words like Violence... (more art) )

So there's my last few days worth of work. Saw Constantine yesterday, I loved it. Peter Stormare played a woefully charismatic Lucifer, Tilda Swinton was far better than I expected and I'm still trying to find screenshots of them two, especially Tilda's outfit in the end. Daresay I was inspired.

Anywhore, ta-ta.
 
 
 
 
 
 
A Dictionary of Angels by Gustav Davidson reads as follows:
Belphegor or Belfagor or Baal-Poer ("lord of opening" or "lord Baal of Mt. Phegor") -- a Moabite god of licentiousness who was once, according to the Cabalists, an angel of the order of principalities. In Hell, Belphegor is the demon of discoveries and ingenious inventions. When invoked, he appears in the form of a young woman.

...And this was inspired:


Belphegor Fem - "Belphegor Invoked" - (c)2005 Amanda Lee Harig
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Belphegor was a protege of the prestigious (and notorious) Azazel.
And while very much his endearing student, the rather insignificant angel felt obligated to out-do his mentor in all things: including escapades. Even before the Great Fallen were denounced and outcast, Heaven rumbled with rumors of the pair's games on Earth. Azazel and his preference of the dark-haired daughters of Israel, Belphegor's illustrious disguise luring the dark-eyed sons of Israel.

Together they made a priceless team.

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Though of li'l consequence in the story and regarded with disdain by Thanaetl, Belphegor is a fascinating facet of both Angelic & Demonic hierarchy. Well, allow me to reword that: the fascination lies within his consorts (Astoreths) rather than himself -- manipulated, mutilated, de-humanized and ultimately consumed by their desire to rebel yet frustrated by their need to comply. When God decreed that Angels could no longer transubstantiate, the demons could no longer walk the earth and therefore their presence was reduced to possessions. Belphegor was also a victim of this but made the most of it, renewing his Astoreth every human lifetime with a new victim.

Thusly, when invoked, it was never the Demon that appeared, but rather the Astoreth: a human being so close and yet so far away.</font>
Doodle done over a span of six hours, though, I was on the phone with Ricky at the time and probably only spent half that time actually drawing. Now I'm off to the Aquarium to draw me s'more fishies.
 
 
 
 
 
 

Blankha "San Fran" Thelander - "Hoodoo" - (c)2005 Amanda Lee Harig
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Blankha "San Fran" Thelander was born and raised in the remains of the metropolis that had been known as 'San Fransisco.' And while her heart remained somewhere in those lost piles of rubble and erupted cement and babbling brooks through over-grown storm drains, the gregarious red-head fell in love with another: the sultry, sophisticated tastes and compositions that flourished in New Orleans.

Throughout all the wars, the pestilence and social breakdowns, New Orleans remained the nearly unscathed. It was as though the roots of the rich concoctions of folk were far too strong and proud to be eroded by chaos and anarchy -- or it could've very well been the simple fact that the peoples were above such depraved behavior. As things recovered from the nasty blows dealt to the Americas through Nuclear and Chemical warfare, the cultured city bounced back faster than anybody could've fathomed, doubling its splendor and allure and in the process: making history.

"San Fran" lived a lifetime in those heady swamps and lavish casinos.

A life lived, a life loved.
A life decomposed.
Hoodoo.

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Ah, raw irony. Blankha "San Fran" Thelander is very much a Christian, a healthy, faithful, pardoning Christian. So why the 'Voodoo Child' theme?

Voodoo is quite unique in its traditions versus nearly all other religions because of its belief structure. Reality is: Voodoo is entirely compiled of lore, tangents, ideas and phantasms. And aside from having blatant reference to the cajun lifestyle, this is precisely how "San Fran" views her life in New Orleans.

Hoodoo -- folk lore.


There's six+ hours well spent.
Do enjoy.
--Now maybe I can actually, possibly, perhaps do those bloody commissions!
 
 
 
 
 
 
No comments on the last one? Ya'll are mean.
*sniff*


Thanaetl - "Feral Pride" - (c)2004-2005 Amanda Lee Harig
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Just in case.
<3
 
 
 
 
 
 
Attack! Onward, Ninnies, ATTACK!

>.>; <.<; ^^;


Autumn Desirae Ross - "Glycerine" - (c)2005 Amanda Lee Harig


Thanaetl - "Feral Pride" - (c)2004-2005 Amanda Lee Harig
[larger version to be found here]


--Just an update to pimp my new icons, yo.

Walter Mathau <3 <3 <3 -- ph34r!
(And now I have to get up in four hours. Ugh.)
 
 
 
 
 
 
New Character!  Ashley Love.
Pfft. Sleep? Wtf is -that-? Actually, I found this far more amusing than it should've been. And had fun lookin' up LJ fiends as well... gah, far too amused. But onto more important things... *drumroll*


Character Concept - "Nimrod" - (c) 2005 Amanda Lee Harig
[Larger Version to be found Here]

Don't hurt me, shadoboxxer... but I needed to take a break from commissions and do something for myself.  Boomer is comin' up next, I swear.
But in regards to the WIP: Skanky li'l thang, ain't she?  ^^;  To make a long story short: I got suckered into this new Matrix RP.  And while yes, Thane, m'love, you do reign supreme--like Ika, there are some endeavours that you just don't belong in, and I hardly see you having the patience for binary code.  So a new character has been slapped into Amanda's armory.  All Hail.  And rather than re-tell the whole backround story, let's just C&P, ne?

Appearance: The best way to describe 'Nimrod' was... metrosexual. Though obviously designed as a woman, there are traits that mark the program as a tad bit masculine and often times 'unseemly' for the female stereotype. For instance: her attire. A mix of military garb and the ideals of a leather-bound, flat-chested femme; it left her with an infinite supply of fascinating outfits. Nimrod's initial projectory image was something of beauty, perhaps as a red herring--but over time it smelted into a lean, sinewy woman with cropped, black hair and startling, milky-eyes that announced disdain.
Occupation: Her own endeavours. It is remarkable what one can do with a good hack or two.
Clothes (in Matrix): Silk, suede and sacrilegious scent. While her garments are vast in number and difference, they all seem to have the same colour theme: coal and teal. Corsets, bodices, BDUs--it doesn't really matter--they're not quite black, nor green which speaks volumes about her adopted personality. Lightly perfumed of rich Neroli and tastefully fastideous, 'Nimrod' revels in her world of possibilities and prestige.
Preferred Weapons: Firearms. Period. Though often prone to problems and the higher calibre weaponry being cumbersome, mankind's artillery became an obsession of hers and comes second to none. [Edit - Carries Wilson Combat's very own KZ-45]
Combat Training: Minimal, at best. Severely lacking in hand-to-hand combat, Nimrod has a lot to make-up for in the firing department. Of which she's done, exceedingly well. Few can unjam/unload/load a clip faster than she can.
History/Background: Like so many people and programs that were horribly mutilated during the Smith epidemic, the elder governing version of Nimrod was hacked beyond recognition. What she did beforehand is a bit of a mystery, but premonitions have lead her to believe that she was a simple creation to oversee some sort of minial task. But no matter, for the mauling proved to be cataclysmic on more than just one level. After the treaty and reorganization of the Matrix, there was a decree that every hacked program was to return to The Source without question and further adieu. A new beginning for each and every thing, no? But rather than complying as per instruction, the program renounced its status and became a detested 'rogue' or 'exile' leading her into a world that can't be defined as 'good' or 'bad'. In adjusting to this new quadrant of an increasing number of failing equations, the program came to a single conclusion: one must live to their fullest capacity, if not exceed it... at all costs. And just like her sole inspiration, the biblical 'hunter of man', Nimrod; the program embarked upon a new found purpose.
To defy, to flaunt in opposition of the 'powers at be'. --At nobody's gain but herself.


In the Matrix story there are so many blatant references to biblical themes and personas.  And rather than havin' some rip-off like Moses or Lucifer, I chose a less-than-popular character called Nimrod.  A powerful influence, yes, but one that isn't real well-known.  S'posedly, Nimrod was the ruler responsible for the Tower of Babel.  He felt that he could defy the Christian God and build a tower so tall that another flood wouldn't have any effect upon mankind.  [insert miracle here] and bada-bing, bada-boom! people were speaking in different tongues.  Or so the story goes.  If all goes well in this new RP I'll pull a Merovingian 'n be all hot 'n such with the proverbial nations beneath my thumb.

Yes, that's why I RP.  To take over the world.  *sparkles*  Ain't textual gratification grand?  At least Mike would agree with me.  <3  IF HE WERE ONLINE.


So Ash dropped by as an early birthday present... which was awesome.  I told that this year neither of has had tons of cash to waste on each other, so let's just spend a couple days bullshitting, partying and otherwise carrying on 'n call it a day.  She spent 3 1/2 hours or so enjoyin' tea 'n rice and we mosied on over to the local Buddhist Temple 'n really pissed off the caretaker.  *chuckles*  It's a little-known fact that if Amanda were to ever become terrified enough to seek salvation by some ethereal means, she'd be Buddhist.  Anywhore, t'was fun 'n we'll party on like the 21st (her birfday) 'n just generally raise hell.

Yes, darling, this beats Cap'n Crunch anyday.  <3  Much love to your philosophical, taoist ass.

And Happy Early Birthday, to me.
 
 
 
 
 
 
So aside from Mr. Winkys last night, this is the utter highpoint of my day:


Ibdol of Amarante - "Come Know Me" - (c)2005 Amanda Lee Harig
[Larger Version to be found Here]

"...come know me in a different light, now...
...come know me as God..."


Demoness. The Creature of Carnage. Lady Ibdol of the (cursed) House of Evriel.

Yet despite her morbid reputations even as an elven kinswoman, somewhere in the twisted, hopeless depths of her impending lunacy she found respite in a futureless, broken child. How ironic it was! An entity's life nearly lived only to adopt a protege who could very well be considered expendable.

But she lived lifetimes before that crude bit of repentance. A lifetime of war and worship and blood so sweet upon her tongue. With the passion of other's lives spent, she found a future worth enduring. For a time, at least.

"Demon?" She mocked with other-worldly eyes alit. "No, miscreant, ...I am no Demon. I am God."


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As far as I'm concerned Ibdol's glory was never in being a mentor, but as a the Creature of Carnage. I rather loathe main characters, you see, but Ibdol has her sister beat hands down. Hence why I've been workin' on this piece since Noon.... yesterday.

*collapses*

Isn't she gorgeous? Betch'ya'll had to double check the username when you were browsing your devWATCH, 'eh? ...Forgive my conceit, but GOOD GODS, it's GORGEOUS. *purrs, pets self* I went in to drag my mother to come see it and interrupted her with, "Ya'know, Mum, you've birthed a God." All Hail. But one must never forget to thank Ashtree kindly for her rapid hop-online-critique-hop-off charade.

That was twelve-hours well spent.

*dies*

<3